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my life without you.

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i'm walking through these places where i held your hand and everything hurts

i walked into my room and it feels so different like
what the fuck
it feels like a bathtub
like you know how when you're not in it the water is almost just right but not enough but then once you get in its really close to overflowing and its warm and nice and covers your whole body
except
its not water
its oxygen
and i cant breathe

this is not okay. it's not okay that the only thing that makes me happy is so far away and nothing is okay when you're there and i'm here

tonight, i am wearing your shirt to bed, though lord knows i won't be getting any sleep for a few days

you're the only person i want to talk to and you're asleep and i'm here and you're there and i'm breaking

i memorized all the imprints of your lips and how they fit perfectly with mine

i don't know if it's a curse or a blessing that i can now close my eyes and remember exactly how your body feels and what you smell like

i miss waking up to a messy bed and your messy hair. i miss actually being able to sleep because i was curled up against your side.

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from the lover; the tempest, released February 21, 2014

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hello. life is magic. i am a ball of molecules dancing. call me neko, the one and only member of the spoken word "band," miscreant.

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